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messy, irritable, depressed, fragile, worrying, emotionally sensitive, does not like to lead, phobic, weird, suspicious, low self control, paranoid, frequently second guesses self, dependent, unproductive, introverted, weak, strange, unassertive, submissive, familiar with the dark side of life, feels invisible, rash, vain, anti-authority, heart over mind, low self concept, disorganized, not good at saving money, avoidant, daydreamer, unadventurous. Sounds like me. My name is Sydney. And you should talk to me? XD

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Tue Feb 16

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I have officially doubted myself. Way too much. I have a loving boyfriend and yet I’m hell bent over someone else who has hurt me. My friends…Don’t even get me started. What happened to them? I love them, but I hate what they’re becoming. I never see any of them now. The people I loved…Gone forever? The innocence. High School has eaten them all up, chewed them, and spit them out. I think I liked it better when I was just a shell, a shield because letting people into my heart hurts more then keeping people out. So. If I’m your friend, I’m sorry. Solitude is my only friend now. Want to get back into my heart? Some people will forever stay. Just ask me kay? Jhennipher… I love you. We should talk more ;( I missed your wisdom.