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messy, irritable, depressed, fragile, worrying, emotionally sensitive, does not like to lead, phobic, weird, suspicious, low self control, paranoid, frequently second guesses self, dependent, unproductive, introverted, weak, strange, unassertive, submissive, familiar with the dark side of life, feels invisible, rash, vain, anti-authority, heart over mind, low self concept, disorganized, not good at saving money, avoidant, daydreamer, unadventurous. Sounds like me. My name is Sydney. And you should talk to me? XD
Sun Jun 21

Tomorrow:Vow of Silence

Tomorrow will be my vow of silence. I need to respect the passing and ending of a life that I once loved. I need to appreciate everything that he did for me. I need to think about him and only him for a while. Its a coping method I would advice you to use. And because of Maria I feel like I need to do. I joked about him being dead and now I feel bad that I did. I miss him, yes. But I will move on. He will stay in my heart but not in the depression side. But in the side of happiness. He is with me. And I still love him. But my love will fade and I will cope with it. So thank you Maria. I need to do this. I need it. And its because of you that this has come into my focus.